Beyond the family you have and the family you acquire through common interest groups, there is one other desired circle you seek...That is your "tribe".
Those are the people who you relate to, think alike, gravitate towards and adore because they get you. They love you for you!
As of two hours ago, I had a tribe! Sadly, I don't now:( I must have been mistaken on my choice of tribe? It's all so confusing and hurting right now, but it goes like this...I'm weird. Maybe I thought my tribe was weird like me, but apparently I was wrong. I thought they had a background that was dysfunctional and goofy like mine, but again...I was wrong. I thought we had attractions and interests that were in sync with one another...but, what, oh that's right...WRONG. Turns out that the appointed Tribe Master deemed me not worthy of friendship. I was even more psychotic than him? More double personality, freakily stranger and idiotic than he was, ergo...Dead to the tribe!
So, when you seek the people you want to spend time with, want to give your heart to...make sure they love your true genius, extra quirky weirdness. That they support and encourage growth in your past emotional pain. Embrace who you are and when you lose a tribe, find another. I know I will...
Oh, by the way, when all goes awry like my day & my night...fall back on your core. Those that REALLY love you for you. Your family (Above picture-My son, Bo. me. My daughter, Alexa. My husband, Scott)...The "Soul Tribe" of my life!
God made you good, never forget that even when sadness is all you feel.
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